Chaos-Angel-of-Fire

Alpha and Omega... Oh where to begin. Welcome to my life. I’ve lived like any other has, consisting of my uncountable joys, my unfathomable fears, and my eternal struggles. However, setting me both apart as well as along side many of the populous, I’ve struggled so much to simply keep my head above water. In other words, my existence has been a torturous strain between life and death in so many accounts. To be honest, I have to come clean ... in writing this essay, I’ve confronted so many of my demons. My life hasn’t been anything extreme compared to some, but others still argue even that with me. Some people have said t

……………………" I'LL KILL YOU !…….. Wait…where…….."……… There are many things in this world we know nothing about…We're unable to comprehend how a mere bacteria is able to kill the strongest of men…Or perhaps the fact that the stars placed above our conceded eyes do not twinkle for us, rather to draw attention..to other worlds….other galaxies… new friends..new enemies….new…………hope…… I was fighting with my father…I had killed him…lost consciousness… and woken up at the foot of my burning home… Then I had gone to attack…someone….something…..and I was somehow….stopped..by ….me……Then I was running….after something…from something..I couldn't tell.. I

Nobody ever said that a Trial by Fire was required. Hell..why would any test of skill, or knowledge even bother to be questioned… yet it was these very skills that made me question the daunting darkness…"What if …" ….among the wreckage.. I had seen papers claiming that "they were finished…" .. everything else was in code..or simply burned…. Ironically, it was those very papers I found my father's name signed on….And on that quick note, I found it somewhat amusing, that despite the charred ends of the documents, it always seemed like my father's name was intentionally burnt into the paper… a signature fit for Hell spawn, I suppose…  I stow

Standing atop the ruins, still try to think how this could've all happened…" He had to be a fool…he had to kill himself…." It all began on an ordinary day. Perhaps a bit humid, and there were large patches of fog here and there, but nothing anyone would question. Mind you, I'm not anyone… My past has always been a blurred one at best. I can hardly remember them, let alone remember their faces. I often confuse my father's picture with that of some '50's model. But when you've lived the life like I have, you'd be …what's the word…"chipper".. I recall my father saying. Abandoned…orphaned… all top quality compared to being a slave inside your

Ah, where to begin... I thought of you in my dreams... nothing more... I saw you around, you saw me, and I smiled, For the first time in my new life, I smiled.. around you.. Is love when someone makes you a better man, And you can't explain why or even how ? But why couldn't you let us stay that way, Let me think of you in secret, and merely be friends... I didnt' want to ruin your life...I didn't care about mine... Then you drew me out, forced me to pluck my heart again. "Go on Cliff, say it..." ... you led me to water....and drowned me... "Alright, do you like me back ?" .......heh.. how could she.. I'm not her type, even I kno

Never quite ending, never quite stopped, Breath itself seems to live, Life keeps on living, till experiences topped, I wish my hourglass wasn't filled so quickly... Born into the world, a pathetic babe, I couldn't scream, couldn't even cry, I somehow survived, while as my mother strived, Not to die away, I was her essence ; I was her fifth ... I was the one who'd survived, When I was but two, I learned a new trick, Walking- my new forte, But speaking, no, couldn't do that, I just couldn't pick... When was the right time to speak up.. I was so afraid... Later that month, this 2 yr old...well.. a choice Was made...         ~"Da